Separation of Spirit
The Lord let me experience something last night that was intense. For four years, I felt the separation between Jesus and I – I have shared this testimony a lot but it gave me a deeper realm of understanding for those who do not know. However, last night I experienced something else.
I was at the movies – usually as I go there I get under major warfare – last night was no different HOWEVER, I began to FEEL what the narrator of this documentary felt. I felt the agonizing pain of the hearts of those who do not know Him. I sensed this man was an atheist and I felt the torment he suffered in his mind.
I came home and I sat in my room. I was washed with a depth of sorrow I have never experienced before. I felt extremely separated from my Lover. Jesus allowed me to experience this separation feeling – which I had experienced in a different way when I was in my dark night – but, this was more agonizing – there was no depression just feeling the hearts of billions who did not know Him.
As a deer pants for the water so my soul longs for You.
Many Christians do not understand this but, hell IS eternal! What is eternal? NEVER ENDING! The sheer fact of the matter is this – the Lord showed me that the vast horrors of hell are nothing compared to the depth of SEPARATION! Hell was never meant for humans but as they chose that path – the maggots, the demons, the fire, the horrendous smells, the darkness, the limbs tearing off – that is nothing compared to the pain of being separated from your Creator.
Even as I went to hell, a year ago, in two encounters I did not feel the separation because, Jesus took me there – but, last night, as He allowed me to feel the separation I started shaking and fell to my knees in agonizing pain in my heart – it is truly a separation of Spirit – His Spirit is not in hell brooding – when you are there you are in sense lost from your life support.
The separation of time and space and the depths of hell – there is no Love there – and His Love is what formed us. In essence in the separation you are absent from Love which is life itself.
Please Christians – do not be pew warmers any more – because people are dying every second going to hell – do not be luke warm! This life is about intimacy with Him and winning souls!
If you have never asked Jesus into your heart please do:
Dear Jesus, I admit I am a sinner and I am sorry for all my sins. Would You come and wash over me and take me to Your heart? Forgive me Lord, in Jesus name.
If you said that for the first time please email me cait@floodgaterevival.com
Thanks and blessings!
Cait (floodgaterevival.com)
